Ello Loves.
Wow.

I am so excited.
My first concert ever, in my whole life.
From First To Last && Story Of The Year.
This Wensday.
Tuesday I am going to get my permit. My brother is coming to get me early, I think, unless he has something to do.
Which is awsome.
I can't wait to drive && learn.
Then I can drive to places, instead of walk.
Lmao. Yesh.

I can't wait.

Okay.
I am currently looking for a new layout.
The one on here is supposed to have some chicks legs, in fishnets and torn jeans.
It looked awsome, but it won't show up.
I might take my Marcee off.
I dunno.
But yeah.

I am eating pizza && drinking my diet coke.
Lmao.

Good stuff.

I miss my grandma.

My aunt came over today, to go pee, but Lacey wanted to stay.
Lacey && I were running around, kicking each other and stuff. Lmao. She did most of the kicking, and hitting me with a chain.
Lmao.

It was awsome.

I am listening to Story Of The Year.
Their Album is awsome.
I love all the songs.
Dive Right In, is awsome.

Hmm..Jay had to work today. Which kind of sucks...but yeah..

Hmm...I have 22 comments.
I feel special.
Keep commenting. Okay.

I have a new pic for you guys.
It is the CD cover for the band Perfect Impediment.
Awsome band, because Nick is in it. Lmao.
Plus their stuff shall kick so much ass.
I can't wait till their albums comes out. I'm so buying it You guys should too.
I can't wait till their stuff leeks to radio && such things.

So here it is. The Album Cover for Perfect Impediment.

It's awsome.
I love the colors && such.

Okay. The hott pink on my nails, is coming off this weekend.
I am putting a purple color on my nails with white && blue designs on em.
It shall look amazing.
Well then.
I shall go now.
Numa Numa song people.
Don't let it die.
Lmao.

I will talk to you guys later on. I might come back  && edit this.
Leave me lots of comments.
At least 20.
I love you guys.
Have fun.
Be good.
Take care.
<33
x3Ashli =]]

My December by Linkin Park
This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
These are my snow covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I,
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I,
Take back all the things that I said to you

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

NEW SITE....

www.xanga.com/MearButterfly

Go leave comments, I haven't gotten done switching everything over yet...so yeah.
Keep up commenting, I will still be on this site, most of the time, Until I am fully done, and I will tell you when I am fully done with this new site.
Thanx guys.
Love you <33

Ello Loves

*Dances to Dare by Gorrilaz*
You must listen to this song.
It is in my playlist.
It's the bestest song in the world.
The music video is amazing.
Teehee.
You all would like it. Trust me.

Hehe.
It's all Zane's fault. He got Britt listening to itt, and now it's meee.
Whoreface.

I'ma Ninja.
Rita is an Assasin.
We own your face. =]]
Ohh what now.
Lmao.
Today was awsome.

Edit::::::....
Okay now, Jay is a Samurai.
Ohh..so what now.
Lmao.

I love today, for some odd reason.
I just wanna hug Jay, and snuggles and kiss all over his face. Cause I'm able too. Or I would be able too.

Lmao.

Okies...well then...
Yay!!
I can't wait till I get to call him. We play 20 questions alot, but some we play longer then 20 questions. Lmao. Odd huh?

Ninja's own Your Face, so STFU && BE JEALOUS BESHES!!

I love you guys.
I got 20 comments, Maybe I will this time too.
The Numa Numa Song Link is still on my other entry.
Teehee.

Emails. <33
Yay. =]]]
I'm hyper.
John upset Mommy again though =[
I sowwie Mommy. I wuv you, I promise!!
Hmm...

Okietay.

My back pains hurt me back. Lmao. Weeellll durrr. They are supposed too. But yeah..
*Dances some more to Dare by Gorrilaz*
This song makes you want to get up and dance && sing && shake your tooshie.

Ohhhhhhhh...Jayyyy. Shake your tooshie. You know you wanna.
Come on.
Old times huh? Lmao.
I still remember that conversation a long time ago, when I had AIM.
Lmao.
*Shakes my tooshie and runs in circles with my hands in the air and my hair going everywhere*
Yay!

I love being happy.
I think everyone should be happy.
Aliens own your Mom's face. Ohh hahaa! Just kidding, Some Kiddies would take that to offense.

Don't want that, now do we. Ashli doesn't want trouble.
Thanks for he 20 somments, I want some more as well.
Weeeee...Please.

Okies. I shall go now.
Ohh, I hope you like my layout && my header, cause guess what?
IT OWNS YOUR FACE.
Lmao.

I love you guys.
Bye Kiddies.
x3Ashli =]]
I Love You Always Jay =]]]]

Here is the Numa Numa Song Link, for you kids whom love it && I love it too.


GO HERE
http://www.guzer.com/videos/numa_numa.php

January 11th, 2006

Numa Numa is the best song ever, as many of you should agree, because if you don't agree I will kick you in the Jaw!
Just kidding

Okay, back on track here.
Why didn't I know there was a pep ralley tomorrow??
Ashli is left out of the circle here.
Well we have a pep ralley tomorrow.
Which is pretty cool.

Today kind of sucked. I swear if you against Jessica(new girl) Courtney K. && Courtney R. on a team together, I mean against them ethier one, even if it's just one of them, just prepare to lose okay.
If Ashli, the most competetive one in class, besides them, can't get the ball away from them, then you can't. So just sit there and let them make shots.
Okay, Me only moving person on team, and Jessica only moving one on her team, Cause bitch ass 8th  && 9th graders think Gym is just some class you go in and sit around in, it isn't. When you aren't paying attention or participating when your on my team, you get yelled at. Because Im am very competitive. And people know it. Some hate me for it. I get frustrated to easily, but damnit, that class is there for a reason, if you don't like it get your ass out of it.
It's called end of semester which is in 2 days max. That is it.
Okay. Dont' wanna do anything, your alazy ass. Don't take gym, and get a good grade, and don't go to college or graduate high school. Okay. Go to McDonalds. Your a waste of my time.

Anyways kind of harsh, but I mean damn, it's called Gym, For a reason..well P.E. PHYSICAL EDUCATION, The word PHYSICAL is in it.
Sooo that means you will be MOVING YOUR BODY AROUND.
You are getting fit. Okay.

Anywho.
I am done now, I am leaving, to much frustration in one post for me.
Bye.
x3Ashli =]]]

Okay for those of you who wonder who Nick is && what he looks like,
Well he has a band, and they got their cover for their CD done a couple days ago. Nick sent me one.
He is the nerd in the Avenged Sevenfold shirt, lightest shirt on the cover.

January 12th, 2006.
Pep Ralley today,
Not much to say about today.
I wore a jean skirt over my jeans, which made me feel like I was over 300 pounds. Expecially after gym.
Pissed me off, but w/e.
I got over it.
People looked at me funny, and some others said I looked cute, and..or awsome.
So w/e.

*Sniffs*

Hmm..

Okies. Well I finished my book, I was reading. 6X'The Uncensored Confessions.'
Awsome book. They band seems awsome, if only they were real.
Umm, new layout. Well duh, heh, new colors.

I am bad at keeping a layout.
I dunno why.
Hmm..

Jay is calling in a few.

Umm....Hide && Seek is a good song. It was played at my brother's friends funeral. It's in my playlist.

R.I.P
Marco
1990-2006

If it isn't 2006 let me know.

Okies.
Love you guys, Byes.
x3Ashli =]]

JANUARY 13TH, 2006
FRIDAY 13TH, IS AWSOME!!

I got my ticket to the FROM FIRST TO LAST && STORY OF THE YEAR concert!
I am so excited. My first concert ever!
Yesh.
I'm so excited.
I went to the mall tonight, with Rita && Jason.
I saw Justin Boozer, Miller, Chase L, Chase C., Ben, Alicia, Raul, Anna, Julia, Andrew, Courtney R.
Some others as well.

It is awsome.
I am going to go.
Love you guys.
Byes.
x3Ashli

Ello Loves,
Kind of couldn't wait for 20 comments to write a new entry.
Sence today was the best ever.

Okay. This morning Bus Stop.
Numa Numa Song was stuck in my head.
I can up with Umm....Jellyfish && Kitties.
Inside joke with Piper && I.
It is hilarious. If only you were in the joke.
Ha. But you aren't. So you don't know just how funny it is.

Hmmm....
Okay.
At school. First period, was boring...
Second period, I felt smart, because I actually understood what she was saying about umm chemicals, and what not.
Third period.

MOST OF YOU HAVE HEARD THIS ALREADY.
Okay. Third period.
Mrs.Finney was being weird and crazy as always.
I turned to Melody && Claire, pointed to Mrs.Finney who was not watching at the time, and said I hate her twice.
Well Mrs. Finney saw me....
I didn't hear her say Ashli come here...
So...I looked down at my poem.
Then I heard her say it again.
I got up, and looked at her.
She goes Ashli why is it that you hate me?
I looked at her with the straightest face, and said your werid, you yell at me for stupid reasons, when my pants were cut, I told you why, and you said it wasn't your problem, and that I needed to buy new jeans, when at the time, I had no money too.
And she scares me.
She just looked at me. I said that is why I hate you. Then the bell rang. So I left.
People were all dude. Your lucky you didn't get SDC, I was like umm..okay.
Aundre was all smooth Ashli smooth.
Claire came up to me, and was I was telling you to turn around, before she saw you...but you didn't.
I said I didn't care.
People heard about it very quickly. I told like a couple people.
Some of whom were in my class told their friends, who told others...

I went to Rita's after school.
Kevin was also there.
I feel bad for him.
He has to deal with people treating him like crap everyday.
Once you get to know Kevin, he is very nice.
Soo..Yeah.
I was going to go to the mall with them, but plans changed.
Mom took me Ariel, and John out to dinner.
Ariel couldn't go home, because her Mom said Ron got sick, blah blah.
So yeah, she is still here.
Umm...Mom went to the mall.
I got a new shirt.
Yay!

Dad took my headphones.
*Sighs and rolls eyes*
He told Mom to buy me new ones.
When he comes back, I am taking my headphones back.
Lmao.
Those are awsome headphones.
I can't listen to my music for a while.
It sucks.

Umm...when we got home, Mom needed to go to Wal-Greens.
Ashli didn't want to go. So she stayed home.
Tried to call John, but phone frooze with the big Alltel sign up on it.
I started crying my eyes out. Saying Mom && Dad are going to shoot me.
It is fixed now.

While at the mall. Ariel ran into Zach, because she was walking fast, and we stopped in a diff store..and she kept walking so we lost her. She bumped into Zach. Walked past the store we were in twice.
She went to the book store with Zach.
I wanted to see Zach, so I went there as well.
Yay! I got to see Zach.
Anyways, Lost mom...
Umm..phone was being an ass to meh.
But it's all good.

Ariel bought me a book, I have been wanting for a long time.
So yeah.

Good day, perhaps.

So can I get some comments? *Raises eyebrow*

Elephante. Don't ask. Numa Numa! Lmao. Don't ask about that ethier.
Umm....school thing? For my friends who have been called Elephante's today.
Ele-fawn-tay.
That is how it is said.
No one can say it like me though. So don't even try.

I am leaving now.
I love you guys
*Sings Such Great Heights by The Postal Service && Dances around*
Yay! Jay it's our song!! Teehee. <3
Hmm..Okies.
I love you Jay <33
x3Ashli
Take care everyone.

GO HERE
http://www.guzer.com/videos/numa_numa.php

EDIT:::::::......

January 8th, 2006
Ello Loves,

Today is 5 months that Jay && I have been together.
And today bordeum is eating my face.
It already has, now it is starting on my body, most likely eatting my liver right now.
Sucks for me huh.
Jay hasn't called all day.
Said he would call after church.
Never did.
Hmm...

I dunno, each time it's a new month together we never seem to talk to each other that whole day.

Weird how that works out, that way.

I would like 20 comments.
Just because it will make me feel better, I suppose.

I am bored.

Nothing to do. Life is boring right now.
Grandma came over. Always good to see her, && Chris.
Charity is hibernating. I call her The Bear now.
She hibernates longer than any bear I have ever heard of.
Love her though. Heh.
We are just alike.
I might go nuts just like she did.
Which would be kind of cool.
Don't worry Charity says she is crazy all the time, so it's not big *Gasp* She just called her Aunt crazy.
She knows she is, which makes me 10x cooler then you aunt will ever be.

I used to think she was one of those bugs that had the intenase you know that actually bug called ant. Lmao. Hah! I was little then though.

I called her Trootie instead of Charity. I put her through some rough stuff.
Heh. I told her I hated her. I never really did. I was little I didn't know what the crap hate meant.
Lmao. Hmm..

I was an evil little shit when I was little.
I put my family through hell, to get me to eat.
Charity would sit me at the table, I would just sit there and not eat, when she told me to eat.
She got kind of pissed.
Which made me happy. Lmao.
Not anymore. I am scared when she gets pissed.
Run && Hide people. Run && Hide.

Hmm...

My Favorite Game by The Cardigans.
Awsome group, Fawsome song.
I might try and find it then put it on myspace.
I am bored with xanga, alot.
I don't come on here much anymore.

Maybe to see how many comments I have, maybe to comment back.
Myspace is more interesting now. I dunno, xanga...kind of sucks now.

But w/e.

I'm leaving.
20 comments or no more updates till I get them, Chainletters don't count && writting one word in each comment doesn't count.
I hate Chainletters, They get on my nerves, && they are a waste of time.
I love you guys.
Bye.
x3Ashli

Hmm...just a thought, Jay knows all of the dance && song for the Numa Numa Song.
Scary, huh.
He has lost Sanity.
Porbably my fault.
Sorry Jay.
Love you babe.
Heh. Thanks to me, your sanity is gone.
Blame me.
But then again, I have no sanity either.
So we are even. But then again we aren't. Because I never had any sanity, I don't think.

Away From The Sun by 3 Doors Down
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone. There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

Oh no,
Yeah,
Oh no...

It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't tell what I've done

And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me

'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again

Oh no,
Yeah,
I'm gone

Ello Loves,
 I wanted to update.
Because this song reminds me of Jay.
Here's To The Night by Eve 6.
I dunno, it just does.
I can't remember why.
He told me to listen to it once I think, I just can't remember.

Nvm..

I will post the lyrics later.

Today was good.
Allie && Joe were at school/
As well as Julia!
Yay!
I missed them all.

Umm...

I am tired, and my back hurts. As always.

Last night was horrid. I just don't feel like talking about it.
Okay. I have to clear another thing up.
This might make Jay a little embrassed or something, but I must.

I don't care what anyone thinks of Jay.
I don't care if you think he is ugly.
Keep it to yourself.
It hurts my feelings when you say things like that to me.
I love Jay, because of who he is, not what he looks like, Like some of you shallow people.
I think Jay is the most gorgeous guy, I have ever seen. He has an amazing personality.
EDIT:::::::::::.......
I see Jay as an amazing gorgeous guy, and no one can change the way I see him, He was here for me when everyone walked out on me.
He stayed with me, stuck around, didn't leave.
Somedays he wanted to, but he never did leave.
And if any of you knew him, and spook to him, all the time.
You would understand how I feel.
But none of you do, so stop saying stuff about him.
So there. Don't tell me what you think of him, keep it to yourself. Please.

Now...sorry for that.
But I had to. It's getting on my nerves and it hurts my feelings.
I love him, no matter what he looks like, so get over it.

Okay...

Hmm..

I am sleepy. I am talking to Britny. Lmao. Her && Zane may get together. Yay! They are cute together.
Seriously they are.

Okay.
I am leaving now. I love you guys.
Byes.
Leave me comments please.
x3Ashli

Here's To The Night by Eve 6
So denied, so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love
I'm gonna be gone for good again

Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon

Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Want to stay, not to go, I want to ditch the logical
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon

All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more
Don't let me let you go

Don't let me let you go

Here's a toast to all those who hear me all too well

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye, tomorrow's gunna come too soon

Too soon

Here's to the night we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye tomorrow's gunna come too soon

20


COMMENTS????

Ello Loves,
  Jay just because you want me to update I am updating.
I dunno why you want me updating, but I am going too just for you.

How is everyone?
Hmm....Seeing the same thing everyday gets boring.
Lmao

I straightened my hair today, It looks awsome.
Just ask people who have told me so.
Lmao.
I straightened my bangs to where they go over one eye, they come to my nose, so they got long fast.
They stick out kind of...so it looks kind of neat.

Rita came over, earlier. She left like about 15...maybe 20 minutes ago.
Hope she got home safely.
She let me borrow some CDs, so I could put them on my computer.
So now I have alot of rock songs.
Thank you Rita. Your awsome!! <33
Ohh, and Rita is going to buy From First To Last && Story Of The Year concert tickets,and guess who might be going with her??
ME!! Omg! I love Rita.
She is amazing. She has done so much for me.
*Snuggles Rita*

Ummm....

Well then. If you want my pics, just ask. Maybe if your lucky you will get pics. I think Jay, has the most pics, that I have given out...Good thing. Yes!
For him as well, I suppose.

I Miss Jay, Alot <333333

Today it was worse...but I am alright I suppose.

I have a headache though...

Today went by kind of slow at first, but then it picked up. School seems kind of different. 6 people showed up late to our 1st period class.

Gunnar has went all Nightmare Before Christmas. Courtney K. loves his rear end. Because she says he has a tight butt. Lmao. Love her to death. She is funny, They made up sex closets, on who was going to be in them.

They amaze me, but most of my friends do, so it's alright.

Umm....
I got my Taking Back Sunday CD back from Rita, today.
I forgot to take Crossfade CD to school for Rita, but Yeah. She came over, and I lent it to her. So yeah. Pretty cool day I suppose.

I have to make this kind of clear again, because people are bugging me again.
Okay. Nicole got a cell phone.
Does Ashli care. No.
Does Ashli like Nicole anymore. No.
Does she dislike Nicole with very strong passion. YES!!
Okay got it good.
Do not ask me if I like Nicole's cell phone. Why would I care if she got one?
This is annoying. If I don't like the person, and you don't see me being all huggy buddy buddy, then don't ask if we are friends again yet. It won't happen, so please stop dreaming of it.
END OF STORY.

Okay...*Sighs*

I am not trying to be mean to you guys, but it's getting on my nerves, if you were in my situation you would understand.
Thank you.

Now....
I won't have a camera for a while.
Daddy is going to Hawaii, for two weeks. He is taking Pics. Yay!
I can't wait till I get to see the pics. I bet they will be amazing.
So no more Ashli pics for a while. Okies.

Umm...I am leaving now.
I suppose.
My back hurts, so does my head...and I am tired of typing this up. Lmao.
Love you guys. Thanks for the comments.
Please, no more chainletters, Ashli hates those, They make her gag. Thanx.
I Love You Jay <33
x3Ashli <3333

This part is for Rita <333
Avenged Sevenfold Owns Your Face <333
I love you Rita. Your awsome! <33
***Sings Bat Country for Rita*** (probably not as good as they sing it)
I love that song.

Outside by Staind (this song reminds Rita && I of Nicole) (This song reminds me of how bad Nicole treated me and of how I got her back for it, which is basically leaving her by herself)
And you,
Can bring me to my knees
Again
All the times
That I could beg you please
In vain
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
My burdens at the door

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
Then I felt like this won't end
it's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I've cried
My intentions
Were full of pride
But I waste
More time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times
That I've cried
All this wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
Stuffed it down although
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay

But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you